family...

I miss my family. My dad's brothers..their wives and kids (my aunts and cousins)

I miss my dad and my brother and my nephews. They're probably so big now, I haven't seen them since January.

I'm pretty much convinced my father doesn't love me. If he did he'd make more of an effort to contact me. He clearly doesn't care.

I saw my uncle over the weekend randomly at Harvest Homecoming. It was so nice to see him and give him a hug, to feel really loved by someone who's known me my whole life. He invited me to thanksgiving dinner with him and the kids. I'm really looking forward to that, instead of being ridiculously depressed.

blah.

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